I think it’s time that I should really give
my heart a chance.
Despite my heart still breaking I cannot
ignore his glance.
Tonight I’m giving love to someone new—
They like me too.
With lust it’s sometimes hard to tell when
everything is new.
I kissed his lips to find some help, but it is
not the truth.
No matter what I tell myself, he’s not as
true as you.
I know your lust has landed on some other
lips divine.
New places and new people—boy, you really
changed with time.
Yet in the end I know that you will always
think of me.
When you are searching for that lust yet still
feel so empty.
I’m fine at night, but there are feelings I
cannot forget.
Like how your skin would feel right now against
my broken chest.
Some nights I wish that you were sleeping next
to me instead.
Still,
I pray that you are not the best love that I
will ever get.
