I came right in committed
I guess I rushed into it
I poured my heart into this
Silver charm
On my neck
But now it’s missing
And I don’t really know why
This pain is heavier than life
My pleasure that I found in yours
Is now
Lost in your
Warm blue sky
Afraid of falling backward
I search for all the answers
In books I can’t seem to locate
My words spill
Like fate
But they're so scattered
Addicted to affliction
I feel like something missing
But I don’t really have a reason why
I thought by chasing beauty
I find it through maturity
But life has ways of never giving
Reasons why